Dad the last time i spoke or seen you was on the friday night before and i regret not staying with you that night so im sorry, i had a phone call early hours saturday morning telling me you had been rushed in to hospital again and i never came up till it was too late and i regret that so im truly sorry for not being there for you when you needed me the most. I love you so much and a day don't go by without me thinking off you. I promiced i would look after mum for you and i have kept that promice and always will. i will see you again when it is my time to come to you but u keep visiting me ok love you so much dad x x toni x x