I remember the day you passed away, i went home and left you at the hospital for this i am so sorry i knew what was happening and i should not of left you and mum. When i got that phone call of mum and i walked back into the ward and you looked at me you was so frightened, you knew what was happening and you was scared i could see that in your eyes and when i sleep at night that is also what i see. I am very sorry i should have stayed.